Paul's Wife | |
by Robert Frost | |
TO drive Paul out of any lumber camp | |
All that was needed was to say to him, | |
"How is the wife, Paul? " — and he'd disappear. | |
Some said it was because he had no wife, | |
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And hated to be twitted on the subject. |
Others because he'd come within a day | |
Or so of having one, and then been jilted. | |
Others because he'd had one once, a good one, | |
Who'd run away with some one else and left him. | |
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And others still because he had one now |
He only had to be reminded of, — | |
He was all duty to her in a minute: | |
He had to run right off to look her up, | |
As if to say, "That's so, how is my wife? | |
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I hope she isn't getting into mischief." |
No one was anxious to get rid of Paul. | |
He'd been the hero of the mountain camps | |
Ever since, just to show them, he had slipped | |
The bark of a whole tamarack off whole, | |
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As clean as boys do off a willow twig |
To make a willow whistle on a Sunday | |
In April by subsiding meadow brooks. | |
They seemed to ask him just to see him go, | |
"How is the wife, Paul?" and he always went. | |
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He never stopped to murder anyone |
Who asked the question. He just disappeared — | |
Nobody knew in what direction, | |
Although it wasn't usually long | |
Before they heard of him in some new camp, | |
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The same Paul at the same old feats of logging. |
The question everywhere was why should Paul | |
Object to being asked a civil question — | |
A man you could say almost anything to | |
Short of a fighting word. You have the answers. | |
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And there was one more not so fair to Paul: |
That Paul had married a wife not his equal. | |
Paul was ashamed of her. To match a hero, | |
She would have had to be a heroine; | |
Instead of which she was some half-breed squaw. | |
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But if the story Murphy told was true, |
She wasn't anything to be ashamed of. | |
You know Paul could do wonders. Everyone's | |
Heard how he thrashed the horses on a load | |
That wouldn't budge until they simply stretched | |
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Their rawhide harness from the load to camp. |
Paul told the boss the load would be all right, | |
"The sun will bring your load in" — and it did — | |
By shrinking the rawhide to natural length. | |
That's what is called a stretcher. But I guess | |
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The one about his jumping so's to land |
With both his feet at once against the ceiling, | |
And then land safely right side up again, | |
Back on the floor, is fact or pretty near fact. | |
Well this is such a yarn. Paul sawed his wife | |
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Out of a white-pine log. Murphy was there, |
And, as you might say, saw the lady born. | |
Paul worked at anything in lumbering. | |
He'd been hard at it taking boards away | |
For — I forget — the last ambitious sawyer | |
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To want to find out if he couldn't pile |
The lumber on Paul till Paul begged for mercy. | |
They'd sliced the first slab off a big butt log, | |
And the sawyer had slammed the carriage back | |
To slam end on again against the saw teeth. | |
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To judge them by the way they caught themselves |
When they saw what had happened to the log, | |
They must have had a guilty expectation | |
Something was going to go with their slambanging. | |
Something had left a broad black streak of grease | |
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On the new wood the whole length of the log |
Except, perhaps, a foot at either end. | |
But when Paul put his finger in the grease, | |
It wasn't grease at all, but a long slot. | |
The log was hollow. They were sawing pine. | |
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"First time I ever saw a hollow pine. |
That comes of having Paul around the place. | |
Take it to hell for me," the sawyer said. | |
Everyone had to have a look at it, | |
And tell Paul what he ought to do about it. | |
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(They treated it as his.) "You take a jack-knife, |
And spread the opening, and you've got a dug-out | |
All dug to go a-fishing in." To Paul | |
The hollow looked too sound and clean and empty | |
Ever to have housed birds or beasts or bees. | |
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There was no entrance for them to get in by. |
It looked to him like some new kind of hollow | |
He thought he'd better take his jack-knife to. | |
So after work that evening he came back | |
And let enough light into it by cutting | |
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To see if it was empty. He made out in there |
A slender length of pith, or was it pith? | |
It might have been the skin a snake had cast | |
And left stood up on end inside the tree | |
The hundred years the tree must have been growing. | |
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More cutting and he had this in both hands, |
And, looking from it to the pond near by, | |
Paul wondered how it would respond to water. | |
Not a breeze stirred, but just the breath of air | |
He made in walking slowly to the beach | |
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Blew it once off his hands and almost broke it. |
He laid it at the edge where it could drink. | |
At the first drink it rustled and grew limp. | |
At the next drink it grew invisible. | |
Paul dragged the shallows for it with his fingers, | |
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And thought it must have melted. It was gone. |
And then beyond the open water, dim with midges, | |
Where the log drive lay pressed against the boom, | |
It slowly rose a person, rose a girl, | |
Her wet hair heavy on her like a helmet, | |
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Who, leaning on a log looked back at Paul. |
And that made Paul in turn look back | |
To see if it was anyone behind him | |
That she was looking at instead of him. | |
Murphy had been there watching all the time, | |
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But from a shed where neither of them could see him. |
There was a moment of suspense in birth | |
When the girl seemed too water-logged to live, | |
Before she caught her first breath with a gasp | |
And laughed. Then she climbed slowly to her feet, | |
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And walked off talking to herself or Paul |
Across the logs like backs of alligators, | |
Paul taking after her around the pond. | |
Next evening Murphy and some other fellows | |
Got drunk, and tracked the pair up Catamount, | |
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From the bare top of which there is a view |
To other hills across a kettle valley. | |
And there, well after dark, let Murphy tell it, | |
They saw Paul and his creature keeping house. | |
It was the only glimpse that anyone | |
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Has had of Paul and her since Murphy saw them |
Falling in love across the twilight mill-pond. | |
More than a mile across the wilderness | |
They sat together half-way up a cliff | |
In a small niche let into it, the girl | |
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Brightly, as if a star played on the place, |
Paul darkly, like her shadow. All the light | |
Was from the girl herself, though, not from a star, | |
As was apparent from what happened next. | |
All those great ruffians put their throats together, | |
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And let out a loud yell, and threw a bottle, |
As a brute tribute of respect to beauty. | |
Of course the bottle fell short by a mile, | |
But the shout reached the girl and put her light out. | |
She went out like a firefly, and that was all. | |
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So there were witnesses that Paul was married, |
And not to anyone to be ashamed of. | |
Everyone had been wrong in judging Paul. | |
Murphy told me Paul put on all those airs | |
About his wife to keep her to himself. | |
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Paul was what's called a terrible possessor. |
Owning a wife with him meant owning her. | |
She wasn't anybody else's business, | |
Either to praise her, or so much as name her, | |
And he'd thank people not to think of her. | |
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Murphy's idea was that a man like Paul |
Wouldn't be spoken to about a wife | |
In any way the world knew how to speak. |
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